when someone lost her everything, cant you just be kind enough to at least give her the allowance to fantasize. i dont think there's a need for things to be as clear as crystal. everybody know, everyone can see.

peiying flew off to perth last night.. )x
i'll miss her. its rather sad eh, oh well, i cried as usual. and it was a pity that py cant bring our effort over with her. )x nah, its okay. its the tot that counts right? (:

met up with enoch and got my very very belated xmas present. (: hahas, lunch-ed and went off to meet my cousin. shopped, dine and home. well, duno why its just so tiring.. ):

i think i did something real wrong ytd. oh damn it. x(

talked a lil to col last night. i realised im damn wrong.
sometimes i know i can very unreasonable and wilful. wanting you and everyone to please me in every way that pleases me. you can just walk out on me and wash your hands off me and my nonsense but you always did not, you tolerated my crap and i didnt realise my faults.. i always didnt understand you and that leads you to keeping things from me in order to let me not think that much, but i always took it as you lied to me on purpose. you kept quiet when i scolded you so that we dot have to quarrel, but i always think that it was because you didnt care. sorry bestie. ):